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Saturday, July 17, 2004
friday nitez..

today friday.. suppose to laze at hm.. and of coz preparing for my upcoming tests... haiz.. my echo test.. rather hard i think. hopefully i can pass... today got scolded by our so called in-charge at the hospital... we guys are really getting out of hand.. we are on leave as and when we like. pp.. coming late.. or even skipping the morning sessions juz cum for the noon lecture without reporting!! are we really getting overboard?? taking the lenient system for granted?? but we are unpaid.. and we did help out a lot at the hospital... like taking readings for them, preparing the patient.. running errands for the technicians.. i mean we do have our use isn't it? the words and complains of us made us think tat we are simply useless!! pushing all the blame to the students... even like not clearing the rooms after using, messing up the bed, throwing litters around?? i mean its rather ridiculous... coz we are not all at fault i think.. and initially when we the 20 of us are not having attachment with them... they do all the cleaning isn't it?? haiz... are we really free labour?? but on the other hand i think we are at fault also... we leave anytime we want as early as after lunch like 2pm.. its bad huh!! but when the whole class is leaving u wont want to become the only one staying.. and moreover at times when u are in a big group u tend to become bolder.. haaz.. and the thing is we are unpaid... how do u expect us to have commitment?? haiz... nevertheless i still think tat i'm having lotsa fun the past few months of attachment... mayb its really time we need to settle down for serious work...

after a long tiring friday at the hospital i headed straight home for a good sleep... and actually i was meeting liting mingwei aihui... mingwei was suppose to come and fetch mi at 8pm under my block... he is driving... and i was in a coma... didn't even hear my alarm went off... when mw called mi it was already 8.15pm... wahaha... and i juz woke up... felt bad to make him wait for mi like for an hour... hehez.. then in his car... tat stupid mw know i scared drive so fast... especially near my place (if u guys know the big slope near the science centre).. he accelerated so fast... b4 the slope i'm already closing my eyes... he saw my expression and was laughing but he did not slow down or anything... wa lao... so scary.... my heart was like dropping to the ground.... shit him.. driving so fast coz we are late... liting is waiting for us... as usual i put my seat belt tightly... juz in case... hahaha... met up with them for dinner at bukit timah.. then went for billard session at jurong entertainment again.... haaz.. tats my "second home" ever since i'm in secondary school...

one thing i really appreciate uncle tee for being so understanding.. allowing mi to hang out with them till so late.... even my mum was asking "kelvin wont scold u going out late in the night with them meh?" but to mi... actually the more u scold or forbid mi from going out with them the more i insist of going... like for this.. uncle tee never say anything only merely asking mi to take care... this makes me feel even bad... haiz... but still again liting and gang are my best and closest friends... i cannot neglect them.. and most importantly i enjoys being with them.. hehez...

wow... juz then realise i'm so long winded... such a long blog wor...

Love, Shandy.
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