Monday, September 06, 2004
Busy Saturday.... stressed monday...
juz had another disastrous paper today.. 100% gonna fail for mi... unless some miracle or god really pity mi and give mi a mercy pass... oh damn it man!!! its hard!!! :(
saturday was a busy day for mi... early in the morning i accompany mingwei to ngee ann to take his cert... then went for band together... actually meeting weiqiang and yaying at 11am.. and we made a bet whoever is late shall pay for the movie tickets later. and guess wat?? i didn't made it in time coz both mingwei and mi cannot wake up... haha.... so in the end went to band late... and of coz tat weiqiang was nagging and nagging... -_- like an old man... then after band the 4 of us went for lunch at jurong entertainment.... ate my fav beef horfun in tat small chinese restuarant again... nice nice... after lubch we went down to causeway for movie... we watched Anacondas.... and i was scared terrified anxious panic throughout the show... i think i'm too lousy man.... got shocked dunno how many zillion times... keep hiding beside yaying... haha.... after the movie i went to attend my friend's wedding... :) so long since i see him.... he is getting married... oh man.. he is only 23... but their relatonship is so stable so not surprising... after the wedding i went to my biaoge's chalet with mingwei... its at pasir ris aranda country club... the room is nice man pp... its like a house... quite a big living room, a kitchen and 2 bedrooms... the whole place was air-conditioned.... i didn't eat anything there coz got no appetite then my gastric come again. wat the shit... it was pain... then we went down to get gastric medicine..... saw my uncles and aunties... they introduced mi to more relatives... those faraway relatives making confused.. too many all look the same somemore... wahaha... then one of my uncles sent us back... mi and mingwei went for supper at jurong west... hehez... coz i didn't eat u see.... it was alrready like 2 plus in the morning... then i reach home around 4... went to bed straight slept throught out...
then on sunday went out with my family for dinner... so didn't manage to study till like around 8.30 when i reach home... in the end study study the notes is damn hard... study till 2am in the morning... this morning was bloody tired lo... went for the paper... then went chinatown for breakfast and some shoppings...... heez..... now so sleepy... yawnz....
people i'm really stressed... seem like no time for study but actually i'm juz lazy... like wat yizhen says... yes i think i've given up hopes on getting good grades... no goals no aims... basically a pass is good enough... wat kinda attitude... wat have happen to the past shandy???? gone!!! i think things can never be like last time...... imagine.. i can study at the very last few hours before my paper begins... during class i nv listen always dozing off... i can even go into the examination hall unprepared or incomplete studying... wonder wats happening... poly life is definitely harder than sec sch life..... i really dunnno wat i can do to push myself to motivate myself for better grades.... haiz... :**(
The 2 gondos with gigantic specks
Busy Saturday.... stressed monday...
juz had another disastrous paper today.. 100% gonna fail for mi... unless some miracle or god really pity mi and give mi a mercy pass... oh damn it man!!! its hard!!! :(
saturday was a busy day for mi... early in the morning i accompany mingwei to ngee ann to take his cert... then went for band together... actually meeting weiqiang and yaying at 11am.. and we made a bet whoever is late shall pay for the movie tickets later. and guess wat?? i didn't made it in time coz both mingwei and mi cannot wake up... haha.... so in the end went to band late... and of coz tat weiqiang was nagging and nagging... -_- like an old man... then after band the 4 of us went for lunch at jurong entertainment.... ate my fav beef horfun in tat small chinese restuarant again... nice nice... after lubch we went down to causeway for movie... we watched Anacondas.... and i was scared terrified anxious panic throughout the show... i think i'm too lousy man.... got shocked dunno how many zillion times... keep hiding beside yaying... haha.... after the movie i went to attend my friend's wedding... :) so long since i see him.... he is getting married... oh man.. he is only 23... but their relatonship is so stable so not surprising... after the wedding i went to my biaoge's chalet with mingwei... its at pasir ris aranda country club... the room is nice man pp... its like a house... quite a big living room, a kitchen and 2 bedrooms... the whole place was air-conditioned.... i didn't eat anything there coz got no appetite then my gastric come again. wat the shit... it was pain... then we went down to get gastric medicine..... saw my uncles and aunties... they introduced mi to more relatives... those faraway relatives making confused.. too many all look the same somemore... wahaha... then one of my uncles sent us back... mi and mingwei went for supper at jurong west... hehez... coz i didn't eat u see.... it was alrready like 2 plus in the morning... then i reach home around 4... went to bed straight slept throught out...
then on sunday went out with my family for dinner... so didn't manage to study till like around 8.30 when i reach home... in the end study study the notes is damn hard... study till 2am in the morning... this morning was bloody tired lo... went for the paper... then went chinatown for breakfast and some shoppings...... heez..... now so sleepy... yawnz....
people i'm really stressed... seem like no time for study but actually i'm juz lazy... like wat yizhen says... yes i think i've given up hopes on getting good grades... no goals no aims... basically a pass is good enough... wat kinda attitude... wat have happen to the past shandy???? gone!!! i think things can never be like last time...... imagine.. i can study at the very last few hours before my paper begins... during class i nv listen always dozing off... i can even go into the examination hall unprepared or incomplete studying... wonder wats happening... poly life is definitely harder than sec sch life..... i really dunnno wat i can do to push myself to motivate myself for better grades.... haiz... :**(
The 2 gondos with gigantic specks
Love, Shandy.
2:38 PM
2:38 PM