Wednesday, September 29, 2004
Presentation day..
i had my individual presentation today.... i was so tired. i went to nitha's place to rehearse yday nite. from 9 plus till 12 plus then i manage to reach home. this morning woke up at 8 trying to finish some final editing and in the end i was late for the 10am presentation.. and come to realise i haven't tot of a formal wear for my presentation.. in the end juz pulled out some formal clothes from my cupboard and put it on. then i took a cab down to school. i went to meet tanny awhile to collect the piccolo needed for my presentation b4 heading to class. i was rushing like crazy. in the cab i have been mumbling at the back seat trying to rehearse the speech for my presentation.. i guess the driver must be terrified to have drove a crazy person. after that i felt like a clumsy big fat auntie rushing off the cab and with all the stuffs dropping half way from my arms. the taxi driver even sort of laugh at mi while waiting for mi to collect the piccolo from tanny... oh my god... wat a hectic and rushing day for mi.
i went into the LC studio... we had our individual presentation. "the computer sucks!!" this was wat our lecturer Ms Lim said.. haha... can u believe it? but the fact was the computer really can't make it. it was fun i tink.. all our presentations were interesting... :)
Before my presentation.... oh yucks i look so fat!!!
Me and Dimas...
Wow... look at the assets Dimas got.... hehe...
Back at FC 2....
hey pp look at these bears.. its so cute... the ist one is very sweet huh?? and the second one... i like it too... coz watermelon!!! my fav!!! heez... for ur info pp... i like soft toys... my room is full of bears... my mummy have been yelling at mi... hehe.. but actually i have nv buy a bear for myself b4... they are all from my friends and i like it this way coz i tink it becomes very meaningful.. :)
juz read junel's blog.. had some feelings about it... ya true life is so fragile.. we never know wat's going to happen to us... ever since i start working at the hospital... i became more emotional more sympathetic... not mentioning facing a real life death... but perhaps seeing the patient struggling in pain or some even cannot be bothered with watever is happening to them... coz they have given up all the hopes... can u imagine urself being in tat shoes. i have meet patient as young as 20 having a vegetations at his dying heart... he needs a heart transplant asap... money then comes into the topic... how many of the pp actually have all the money for all the expensive treatments in s'pore. therefore plenty of them actually prefer to die then to go thru all kinds of costly surgeries.
i was doing a ECG(electrocardiogram) of the heart for this particular old patient. he walked into the room with a walking stick... he has walking diffculties, he has swollen legs and a dysfunctioning heart.. but he came here all alone... an old sick man without knowing any communication language (eng and chi).. without even knowing where are all the places and wat's happening.. he is here to see the doctor alone. where has his sons and daughters or any relatives gone??? i felt sad for him... i'm not any related to him and i feel for him.. wat about the pp close to him? don't they care for him???
sometimes life is like tat... we have to accept it... in the hospital i've come across many things.. many life experiences.. some may be funny ones and of coz we see disheartening ones as well... life is so realistic huh??
mw juz called mi... this silly man kept smsing mi this afternoon... coz i went hm quite late from nitha hse i was so tired and busy and i forget to sms him to let him know i'm home. and he worried but didn't dare to call mi coz it was late... and this morning i was rushing to school so didn't msg him again. and he was so worried... send mi a couple of sms... but i didn't see my hp coz i had my presentation. and worse he saw the news of this SP girl who fell off the block... and he began to worry more... coz i seldom nv reply him... and he knows i'm clumsy and blur... so he really worried.. but i think its funny... hahaha... ops...
Presentation day..
i had my individual presentation today.... i was so tired. i went to nitha's place to rehearse yday nite. from 9 plus till 12 plus then i manage to reach home. this morning woke up at 8 trying to finish some final editing and in the end i was late for the 10am presentation.. and come to realise i haven't tot of a formal wear for my presentation.. in the end juz pulled out some formal clothes from my cupboard and put it on. then i took a cab down to school. i went to meet tanny awhile to collect the piccolo needed for my presentation b4 heading to class. i was rushing like crazy. in the cab i have been mumbling at the back seat trying to rehearse the speech for my presentation.. i guess the driver must be terrified to have drove a crazy person. after that i felt like a clumsy big fat auntie rushing off the cab and with all the stuffs dropping half way from my arms. the taxi driver even sort of laugh at mi while waiting for mi to collect the piccolo from tanny... oh my god... wat a hectic and rushing day for mi.
i went into the LC studio... we had our individual presentation. "the computer sucks!!" this was wat our lecturer Ms Lim said.. haha... can u believe it? but the fact was the computer really can't make it. it was fun i tink.. all our presentations were interesting... :)
Before my presentation.... oh yucks i look so fat!!!
Me and Dimas...
Wow... look at the assets Dimas got.... hehe...
Back at FC 2....
hey pp look at these bears.. its so cute... the ist one is very sweet huh?? and the second one... i like it too... coz watermelon!!! my fav!!! heez... for ur info pp... i like soft toys... my room is full of bears... my mummy have been yelling at mi... hehe.. but actually i have nv buy a bear for myself b4... they are all from my friends and i like it this way coz i tink it becomes very meaningful.. :)
juz read junel's blog.. had some feelings about it... ya true life is so fragile.. we never know wat's going to happen to us... ever since i start working at the hospital... i became more emotional more sympathetic... not mentioning facing a real life death... but perhaps seeing the patient struggling in pain or some even cannot be bothered with watever is happening to them... coz they have given up all the hopes... can u imagine urself being in tat shoes. i have meet patient as young as 20 having a vegetations at his dying heart... he needs a heart transplant asap... money then comes into the topic... how many of the pp actually have all the money for all the expensive treatments in s'pore. therefore plenty of them actually prefer to die then to go thru all kinds of costly surgeries.
i was doing a ECG(electrocardiogram) of the heart for this particular old patient. he walked into the room with a walking stick... he has walking diffculties, he has swollen legs and a dysfunctioning heart.. but he came here all alone... an old sick man without knowing any communication language (eng and chi).. without even knowing where are all the places and wat's happening.. he is here to see the doctor alone. where has his sons and daughters or any relatives gone??? i felt sad for him... i'm not any related to him and i feel for him.. wat about the pp close to him? don't they care for him???
sometimes life is like tat... we have to accept it... in the hospital i've come across many things.. many life experiences.. some may be funny ones and of coz we see disheartening ones as well... life is so realistic huh??
mw juz called mi... this silly man kept smsing mi this afternoon... coz i went hm quite late from nitha hse i was so tired and busy and i forget to sms him to let him know i'm home. and he worried but didn't dare to call mi coz it was late... and this morning i was rushing to school so didn't msg him again. and he was so worried... send mi a couple of sms... but i didn't see my hp coz i had my presentation. and worse he saw the news of this SP girl who fell off the block... and he began to worry more... coz i seldom nv reply him... and he knows i'm clumsy and blur... so he really worried.. but i think its funny... hahaha... ops...
Love, Shandy.
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