Wednesday, October 06, 2004
Another Presentations day...
hey hey.. juz came back from school.. had our presentations again... but today is not mine... is my other classmates... they presented and of coz as audiences we had lots of goodies today... we had roses, sunflowers, paper box, sardines roll, milk chocolates, dark chocolates and of coz many additional general knowledge to bring home.. hehe... like how to make sardines bread rolls, how to interpret one's personailty thru handwriting, how to do a proper make-up, different types of ang baos and also to make a beautiful box with juz a small piece of paper.. hehez... it was fun... more like a hands-on workshop than a presentation. :)
the flowers...
i'm juz in love with these beautiful flowers... it brightens up my day... hehez..
really like my cardiac class.. can we all juz dun graduate?? let's fail and repeat the whole cardiac course again... hehez... well ya... dream on... might turn out to be i'm the only one taking the same module again next sem... better not play play... must study hard!!! exams coming again in a week time... oh no~ oh my tian... how am i gonna survive thru the exams period again... ~sigh~ -_-
suddenly had some thoughts... debbie listen up here also... sometimes juz suddenly wonder.. why do i have to live under someone's shadow?? why do i have to keep worrying and felt inferior to her?? who is she to control my life? i have no idea wat kinda person she is.. all i know is i'm unique and rare in my own ways.. so why do i have to keep raking up the past?? why can't i juz move on?? why can't i have the life of my own?? well... who dun have a past?? i think its really time to move on... not to look back... watever is in the past doesn't concern mi anymore... so wat even if he used to be confused between mi and her? so wat even if he did chose her over mi? so wat even if we did broke off because of her?? it doesn't matter now because ultimately he still come back to mi... and wat matter most is the present state... presently he gave mi all the assurances, he gave mi all i want... and i'm happy with him rite now... i do have my past too... he can forgive my past and love mi with his everything now.. why can't i do it??
i remember dimas saying she is never bothered by the past wat she cares is the present... and she is always happy and contented because she live the way she wants to with no regrets... i must learn from her... i want to be happy... :)
wat if he leave mi for her again? this question i have been pondering for a very very very long time... but now i asked myself it is not even happening and i'm already thinking of it... wat a waste of time! if it realli happen then by tat time then i think still not too late... if it realli happens then i have to resign to fate le ba... hahaha...
Another Presentations day...
hey hey.. juz came back from school.. had our presentations again... but today is not mine... is my other classmates... they presented and of coz as audiences we had lots of goodies today... we had roses, sunflowers, paper box, sardines roll, milk chocolates, dark chocolates and of coz many additional general knowledge to bring home.. hehe... like how to make sardines bread rolls, how to interpret one's personailty thru handwriting, how to do a proper make-up, different types of ang baos and also to make a beautiful box with juz a small piece of paper.. hehez... it was fun... more like a hands-on workshop than a presentation. :)
the flowers...
i'm juz in love with these beautiful flowers... it brightens up my day... hehez..
really like my cardiac class.. can we all juz dun graduate?? let's fail and repeat the whole cardiac course again... hehez... well ya... dream on... might turn out to be i'm the only one taking the same module again next sem... better not play play... must study hard!!! exams coming again in a week time... oh no~ oh my tian... how am i gonna survive thru the exams period again... ~sigh~ -_-
suddenly had some thoughts... debbie listen up here also... sometimes juz suddenly wonder.. why do i have to live under someone's shadow?? why do i have to keep worrying and felt inferior to her?? who is she to control my life? i have no idea wat kinda person she is.. all i know is i'm unique and rare in my own ways.. so why do i have to keep raking up the past?? why can't i juz move on?? why can't i have the life of my own?? well... who dun have a past?? i think its really time to move on... not to look back... watever is in the past doesn't concern mi anymore... so wat even if he used to be confused between mi and her? so wat even if he did chose her over mi? so wat even if we did broke off because of her?? it doesn't matter now because ultimately he still come back to mi... and wat matter most is the present state... presently he gave mi all the assurances, he gave mi all i want... and i'm happy with him rite now... i do have my past too... he can forgive my past and love mi with his everything now.. why can't i do it??
i remember dimas saying she is never bothered by the past wat she cares is the present... and she is always happy and contented because she live the way she wants to with no regrets... i must learn from her... i want to be happy... :)
wat if he leave mi for her again? this question i have been pondering for a very very very long time... but now i asked myself it is not even happening and i'm already thinking of it... wat a waste of time! if it realli happen then by tat time then i think still not too late... if it realli happens then i have to resign to fate le ba... hahaha...
Love, Shandy.
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