+*"~..ShAnDy..~"*+

Thursday, February 03, 2005
Not in the right mood...

woke up in a awkward position today... with my hand under my body and... yes... causing mi hand ache for the rest of the day... i wonder how i end up in that position.. perhaps i was too drowsy after the flu medicine. and as usual woke up late. went to school.. no doubt i didn't want. tot of playing truant again, but i can't afford to skip anymore coz i was blacklisted by the lecturer... :( forced myself to school, wasn't in the rite mood, with an aching hand, tired body, drained out brain and a irritating nose, wat else can be rite??

i'm sorry my dearest da bi... sounded quite rude when u asked mi sumthing.... sorry my dear gal... and sorry peepz... my grp mates... yizhen and xinying.. i was damn irritated with myself i dunno y... pardon mi for my lousy attitude. i'm sorry everybody.

i was upset.... and i made everybody upset too... why would i be so selfish... i'm a bad girl... a bad friend... a bad partner... arhz!!!!! didn't want to be like this... but.... arhz... shandy yap dun bother to explain... u vent ur anger at ur friends!!! i'm really sorry da bi... this da bi... always giving in to pp... like the unreasonable mi... i was venting my frustration on her in the morning, and in the noon, she is helping mi to do my blog and stuffs... oh my god... i really feel guilty... da bi sorry wor...

erm... i am thinking.. girls... ladies... or even some men... we talk behind pp's back.. its such a bad thing to do... we gossip and bitch ard behind pp... we laugh at others... without even knowing we doesn't look good either... yes... i'm doing all this... i know its bad... but still... why?? i believe everyone do talk or gossip ard.... but why?? haiz... human nature perhaps??

back to the updates of e week.
tuesday nite my sista and her friend were painting my house. i was tempted to join in the fun no doubt i'm having test the next day... heez.. but eventually i was quite tired after less than 15mins. ha... useless mi. we were chasing off 3 fat lizards behind my shoe rack at my corridor. haha... it was funny... coz we were like using the broom trying to sweep it off the wall while screaming and shouting across the corridor. when we finally succeded we were all perspiring.. haha.. then.. back to my room... i was chewing my notes hard for the test the following day. dear had nitez out that day. he came over to my place. he helped out a little with the new yr decorations designed by my mum. haha...

i had a immunology test on wed. it was freaking hard... i'm dying... almost really.. :( it was a stressful day for mi coz i had test in the morning, practical in the noon and a interview in the evening. after school junel, xinying, meihui, meiria, yizhen and mi went shopping at orchard. and ard 5pm, mi and xinying headed to mount elizabeth for our interview. i like the doctor there. nice man... :) then after the interview we joined neihui and junel for more shopping. but sadly i didn't buy anything. my new yr clothes!!!! omg... time is flying.. CNY is nearing... sighz...

Love, Shandy.
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