+*"~..ShAnDy..~"*+

Sunday, February 20, 2005
wat is going on?? oh my god...

i dun have any mood to study.. not at all.. yes.... and i'm failing my tests... can anyone help mi to stop playing?? stop feeling like a queen of gamblers, stop feeling i've gotta a job which means there is no point for mi to work hard anymore?? can anyone stop my stupid brain from thinking that way?? oh my god... yes.. perhaps i need da bi to motivate mi to study... i need zhen and ling to study hard with mi at the library.. i need nel to stop sleeping in class so tat i won't fall asleep too.. haa.. :P i need everyone to work hard with mi, to motivate mi... ~stop ur nonsense shandy piggie... its u who have to motivate urself...~

on fri i end school at 2pm. went to school library with zhen to use the com.. not to do projects or anything, its to do my new bloggie.. haha... :) had a good talk with zhen also.. as usual we gossip anything under the sun, and i agree wih her, we may die one day with our mouth distorted going to hell.. hahah... wat a curse for myself. left school ard 5 plus, went to westmall to meet aihui. we went for dinner, and shop ard for a short while, then we went to jasmin's hse bai nian. as usual we had our girls time. then dear came ard 9.30pm to meet mi. and we went for a movie at westmall. we watched white noise. erm.. not a very nice show coz i dun understand wat is going on.. ha.. confusing.. after the movie my sista came to fetch us. and we went for supper at taman jurong. i'm really getting fat with my sista, yiying and dear whose appetite is as big as the universal... haha... reached home ard 4am. and we started our mahjong session. dear was too tired he slept in my room. so we played 3 person de. :) i won again... hehez.. but few bucks only. as usual went to bed in the early morning... haaz...

on sat.. went to shirlena soh's hse at lakepoint condo. met zhen, xinying and weiping. we were late as usual haha.. we played mahjong... hehez... and also cards. we played with her baby as well.. cute.. and the 4 slow and fat cats.. heez.. i'm actually quite afraid of it. we had food as well.. she cater food for us. but i only manage to have KFC.. the others haven't arrive and i'm already leaving. i left ard 7pm. went to meet weiqiang and yaying at jurong east. then we headed to tanglin mall bazaar coz shuqun alunmni band is had a booth there. weishan, erik, calvin, eddie was there. erm.. did earn.. but not really alot. after tat we went to orchard cineleisure pastamania for dinner. as usual we can't finish the food and mi and qiang started playing rubbish games, the loser had to finish the food. heez.. and yea... i won. :) after that dearie came to meet us. we then went to watch movie "a very long engagement" seriously i tink it was a nice show despite the slow and boring ist half.. haha... but overall not bad... we finished our movie at ard 3am. and the four of us took a cab home. i reached home ard 3.30am. tired...

today i had to wake up at 7am though i had a late sleep. tired... went to pray my granfather at guang ming san. after that went to had breakfast at a tim sum restuarant at chinatown. as usual it is very crowded. after breakfast, we went down to bugis to pray again. all the praying and stuffs ended ard 12pm. then i asked my dad to drive mi to dear's place. went up to his place to wait for him to prepare. ard 2pm we left his place to westmall to buy his army stuffs. and we shared a burger king meal. haha.. he juz had his lunch b4 we left his hse juz now, its lke less than 2hrs and he is having another meal... scary isn't it?? went to walk ard... looking at phones.. then we went back to my place. i was really tired... i dozed off in his arms while watching tv at my room. tired tired... he left my place ard 6pm coz its time to book in again.. :( and after he left i went back to sleep. juz woke up not long ago... on my com trying to find my med mirco practical which i do halfway... but to realise my stupid com actually lost my doc.. :( i gotta hand up tml... is there time???

Love, Shandy.
8:55 PM