+*"~..ShAnDy..~"*+

Tuesday, March 22, 2005
....... 19 march 2004........

:( due to watever errors, or watever stupid thingy i did, this is the second time i'm doing this entry. and it feels different. :( yup anyway...

on sat, 19 march 2005, it is exactly half year after we patched up. erm.. we didn't really celebrated or anything.. coz its like we're going on and off... moreover its not an anniversary.. but come to think of it.. its been almost a few yrs.. officially since 2003 if i'm not wrong. and i'm still struggling with him now.... haaz.. tat day we were trying to recall when was the ist time he gave mi a present... think and think... finally... after a long thorough recalling.. it was when i'm in sec 2, tat was like in e year 1999, on valentine's day, he threw a bouquet of 3 stalks of blue roses to mi at huda's place. erm.. kinda funny... coz its a bit childish de la.. haaz.. seriously i think he had changed alot, from a big wooden block.. now becoming a small wooden plank.. hahaz... improving i can say. at least i can feel he cares. when i'm sick, he would buy some medications to my place and apply for mi, when i'm upset he'll rushed down immediately juz to be there with mi, he puts mi in his ist priority and he told mi even his mummy abit kinda jealous, he would always buy mi dinner if i've got no time to eat, he nv fail to send mi home even if it is early in the morning, little little things like playing with my hair, a gentle pat on my head, holding mi tight while crossing the road coz he noe i'm often "blind", massage for mi when i'm tired, piggyback mi when i'm lazy to walk, called mi every nite for at least an hour, sometimes i can hear he is really tired, but he denied and still entertained mi.. ha.... these little little things makes mi feel very contented. like wat he say, as long as we are happy together, why care bout wat others think... and yes.... i am happy... :)

back to sat, 19 mar, we went to westmall for lunch. we had sakae sushi.. hehez.. i didn't eat much coz i juz recovered.. then there were lotsa mediacorp artistes there, having some kind of event.. after that we headed to city hall.. walked walked. and then we waited for dear's sis (leefong jie), sis's bf (james) and dear's mummy. we went to the suntec food fair!!! yummy!! there were alot of nice food. actually i think.. dear's sis and james v loving no doubt they were tog for so many yrs le.. i mean will you still care so much for ur partner 10 yrs down the road? will u still tease and disturb ur partner? will you still hold hands very lovingly 10 yrs later?? will you spend almost everyday together after 10 yrs??? erm... how envy.. we left suntec ard 9pm. then as usual james drove us back. we went to giant. we bought some beer and then went up to hao's hse. 20 mar was ailun's birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY AILUN!! we sort of had a small celebration by playing mahjong. hehez.. we had some alcohol as well. we didn't drink much, its dear and hao. they were drunk. dear vomited.. and think hao was quite pissed by mi.. i was joking actually but somehow both of us got a bit irritated... but i dun think he will take it to heart, or perhaps.. he won't even remember coz he wasn't very conscious.. haha... ok.. we still had a great time though.. i reached home ard 5am. i was dead beat...

on sun, as usual had lunch at dear's place. and lazed at his place till ard 5pm. then i went back home. i went for dinner at batok with my family. b4 dear book in, he came to meet mi again... :)

on mon.. i didn't have school!! :P i was so lazy that i stayed at home all the way till 7pm. then i went to enter to meet qiang, liting and aihui for dinner. we had a good chat as usual. then we played billard. i reached hm ard 11.30pm. back hm... i started playing mahjong but in cards form my sis juz bought it.. hehez.. played till ard 3am.. then i went to bed...

tue, today... went to westmall to meet aihui to buy a shirt for tml's interview thingy. tml we are going to have our CLS farewell party!! looking forward for the fun and my friends' performance... hehez...

Love, Shandy.
6:59 PM