+*"~..ShAnDy..~"*+

Saturday, March 26, 2005
i'm getting fat.....

on thur.. school ends early ard 11am. i actually intended to study... but i was too tired, so decided to go hm for a nap.. but... aihui and ting called. so decided to meet them at westmall. surprisingly, after i met them i wasn't really tired anymore.. haha... we had lunch at mos burger.. and then...... we started talking and talking.. as usual we talked for a couple of hours. :) talked bout the past, the school times in shuqun, the band times etc... it was so memorable. then jas came down and meet us. so the 4 of us...... at mos burger till 5pm.. after tat i headed hm.. ard 9pm, dear came over to my place. then we rot at my place... dear stayed over. ard 1 am, we went to Bp petrol station and we bought delifrance back hm.. hehez.. nice nice.. dear slept earlier while i chatted with sis and yiying..

on fri, woke up ard 3pm, then i met dear. we went to jurong point for lunch. we had KFC!! and guess wat.. we ordered 3 sets.. omg.. he really had a big stomach.. then its time for dear to book in, i went hm and started my mahjong session with sis and yiying. we ordered canadian pizza for dinner.. :P omg i'm getting fat!!! we played till 1am.. i lost $20 :(

today, woke up at 12pm. realised i missed him lots... :( sat without him is boring... erm.. anyway... i went down to clementi for threading with aihui ard 4pm. we had our late lunch.. and i came back hm ard 7pm and i had a nap... haaz.. sleeping again... i woke up ard 8plus, ting and aihui came over to my place. shortly awhile, ting left. then mi and hui started talking again. we went to have dinner at near my area. and i came back hm, it was already 11pm.

i still didn't have the mood to study... ~help mi!!~ and yes i was thinking bout my future.... wat am i gonna be like in 5 yrs time? a career woman? or a housewife married with 2 kids?? nah... in this new society do u tink being a housewife is sufficient?? moreover i'm still young. talking bout marriage at this age sounds kinda unrealistic. i am not getting married till i'm 25. my priority... studies and self improving is the essential things in my life. i want to pursue wat i'm really interested... i want to be a social worker... sounds unrealistic too i know.. but tats somehow my dream... i'm still considering... whether to take up degree in social work.. wat do u think peepz??? i'm confused... and lost... wat if after 2 yrs of degree course i'm jobless, or worst i realise it is not my cup of tea.. do i still have time to waste??? omg......

Love, Shandy.
11:53 PM