+*"~..ShAnDy..~"*+

Wednesday, April 13, 2005
wat is going on???!!!

sometimes i juz like to utter rubbish.. and yes... everybody have diff point of views. so watever i say its only my perception. so juz ignore mi. i'm very straight forward. i say watever is in my mind. so if i do hurt or affect u in any ways, i'm sorry. do not take my words to heart. i like to talk rubbish. i say only in the opinions of my own. so u dun have to be affected by mi.. i'm really sorry. please juz ignore mi. sometimes i dun mean anything. really! sorry alrite??

sunday afternoon, meet wen and dear ard 6pm and went over to ying's place. we juz went there to accompany her. coz her parents went overseas. she is home alone. heez.. so went over her place.. and we ordered KFC for dinner. only 4 of us, we had 11 pieces chicken. omg.. its really alot. but still the guys manage to finish it. we went back ard 11plus. i reached hm ard 12am. dear stayed at my place. and we had a good talk......... it makes mi feel so much better after he spend the night telling mi bout his real feelings and thoughts.

monday: i went to collect my phone. hey peepz i bought a new phone. siemen sf65. :)dear went to take MC. heez.. so he only booked in on tue nite. he came to westmall to meet mi and my sis. then we both headed home for dinner. and we meet up again to go to weishan's temple again. with wen, ying again. they had a big event there again. it was ard 1am when everything ended i think. then mi, dear, wen and ying headed to ying's place again. we stayed there rot and watch tv.. till ard 5am. then dear send mi home.

tuesday: went out with dear again. to westmall for lunch and to buy his stuffs. then i headed home le. played with my phone for the whole day. so excited bout my new phone. :)

wednesday: today was the most eventful day of my life. how to conclude.. erm... we had SYF band competition. shuqun secondary school...... silver! fuck! how can that be... the judging is weird this yr. i'm not trying to say all this juz coz shuqun got silver. shuqun played well. better than many of the band. but we got silver. it is damn fucking demoralising. and yes.. i was present at the hall. with ying, tanny, zhuozhen and pp. all the alumnis went there to support. none of us expect a silver. one word.. the judging sucks. everything is not rite. some kinda kuku band... they got gold with honour. but yuhua secondary school and TKGS who used to be the top 5 bands in s'pore. they only got gold. and tats it. its all bullshit!!! arhz... jus couldn't believe it. looking at all the band memebers, my heart breaks. it is really sad. when i heard the results, i burst into tears... everybody is crying. everyone is depressed. its really damn fucking rubbish!!! arhz!!!

wish mi luck pp. friday is my exam and i have yet to touch on anything. and i really mean nothing! now i dun even have mood to study. ~sucks~

Love, Shandy.
11:24 PM