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Sunday, April 24, 2005
wat a start for a new job... om my tian....

oh my god.. i screwed up my ist day of work. not because i am lazy, not because i am careless, not because i am stupid, juz because i am unlucky. i fell ill. i did went to work early in the morning at 8am. everything seem rather exciting yet nervous for mi. i've been anticipating this day.. ever since i got the job. i was hoping the ist day of work would be a great day for mi. yet.... i was having gastric the whole morning, but i pretended i was doing fine. only till lunch break, when the pharmacist, also the lady boss of the clinic, miss lee, treat saleha and mi for lunch at an indo restuarant. before i left the clinic, she gave mi a gastric pill, knowing i'm having gastric. but immediately after i left the clinic, i dashed to the washroom, and i puked. puked something bitter. miss lee was such a nice lady. she was really worried for mi. and she taught both of us lotsa things tat day, not something that are theoretical, but something in life that is useful. :) we reached the resuarant, and i was again rushing to the washroom like 4 times. vomiting plus diarrhea. till i am almost drained out. and i really felt giddy. then miss lee hold on to mi. i knew she was worried. but i kept telling her i was fine. she even bring mi to guardian, bought some medications for mi. then brought mi to the gastroentero specialist clinic juz beside our clinic. and the doc suspect i had irritable bowel syndrome. this is something commonly due to stress he said. within this month itself, i lost 4kg. i am only weighing 46kg. can u imagine? but this time round i want my weight back. coz it is really feeling terrible. they insist that i go home that day. even though i felt it wasn't nice coz it is my ist day of work. however i think i really can't make it. the housekeeper auntie shuzhen send mi to take a cab.

thruout the journey in the cab, i was feeling nausea. and when i alight i puked. omg... i went to bed straight when i reached home. then dear booked out time, he came to my place. bought food for mi and yup take care of this lousy mi. i was running a fever. didn't have appetite at all. i ate 2 extra strong panadol but fever didn't subside straight. i knew dear was worried. he kept putting his palm on my forehead and neck to check my temp, placing the ice bag thingy to relieve fever on my forehead and measured my temp with the thermometer every now and then. i was glad, but i was tired too.. i slept.. dear accompanied mi till late nite, around 1am i think. i am not very sure coz i fell asleep, and he left quietly. meanwhile, miss lee have been smsing mi, telling mi to take care, and insist that i don't go to work the following day even though i wanted badly to. coz i dun wanna miss a lot. hmmm... but i knew i should heed her advice, so as to reduce the trouble i caused for them. sat morning, i woke up ard 12pm. felt better thus went out for lunch with dear. but... still didn't have appetite, and was having stomach discomfort. but i didn't wanna spoil the date with dear, so even though he wants mi to be home, i didn't want. stubborn mi.. yup anyway went to PS for the movie ~guess who~. hey i like this movie.. thruout the movie i was thinking the couple does resemble mi and dear. full of nonsense. haax... but its like nonsenses and cause them into trouble. i didn't tell dear though. haa.. but when we came back to my place, dear mentioned the same thing too. he said the movie couple's nonsense is kinda identical to our nonsense. haaz.. funny... juz hope our nonsense dun bring us too much trouble.. ;)

after the movie, met liting and her sister, and we came back to jurong together. then dear went to hao's place for mahjong. i was at enter chatting with ting. but i did went to look for dear later on. and we came back to my place... for mahjong again. with sis, mum and yiying. we played till ard 4am. dear was super blurie yday.. haaz..

Love, Shandy.
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