Wednesday, July 27, 2005
i tendered my resignation!
hi pp.. wonder if it is good news or bad news.. finally i tendered my resignation letter together with siti's one last fri 22 july 2005. i've decided to leave... shortly 3 months... when i finally made my decision tat nite.. i was sooo relieve and happy.. on fri when i hand my letter to him.... the feeling...... erm....... i looked into his eyes.. he looked kinda upset... he looked sad i can say... but never judge a book by its cover.. this is wat i learnt. well.. i told myself not to be soft hearted... though i was..... anyway... life is contradicting.. when i made my decision the day earlier my lady boss actually came to talk to us.. bout our confirmation and increment... haaz.... i did pull back a little... but... still i told myself to look forward... be firm with my decision. because of this matter.. i actually kinda almost break down... i hate being in a dilemna... i hate making decisions.. i can't manage 2 things at one time... i can't! and on last thur i actually took MC.. i didn't sleep the whole nite... i was well prepared to go work but i juz didn't move an inch at the door. then i started crying... haaz.... stupid mi... my mum found mi in my room.. she was so worried... but i juz didn't wanna tell her anything... then i went down for a walk... in the morning at 8am!!! could u imagine?? i was so stressed out! and my irritable bowel syndrome is acting up again... due to the stress... haiz... but thank god.. everything is fine now... i made my decision and i told myself nv to look back again... be it better at my new working place or worse... i think i had to move on... i can't go back anyway... oh ya did i mention i got the job at TTSH.. :)
last sat 23 july, after work ended ard 1pm i went down to bugis to meet kate. ;) and we had a great shopping time... from 2pm all the way to 9pm i think. haa... sorry xinying didn't go down to meet u guys to celebrate ur bday... anyway yup happy birthday gal... i had a great time catching up with kate. hehez..
sun 24 july, of cos its dear's day... ;) hui lend mi her white shirt for my grad... so nice of her to drive down to my place and pass them to mi... thanks gal...
monday.. after work i went down to meet kate again at city hall.. gonna get my shoes for graduation.. then companied her for sakae sushi.. hehez.. reached hm ard 8 plus i think...
tuesday.. oh yea after work... i was so excited to prepare for my grad.. hahaz.. juz wanna doll up.... but b4 tat had mahjong session with my family... ;) i lost $7... anyway didn't really sleep well yday nite.. haha.....
wed 27 july, yuppee its my graduation ceremony.... woke up early in the morning at 6plus to doll up... but u noe wat... its juz less than a min on stage... hahaz...
*more pics on the way..*
and i have to say i miss them... i will miss my cardiac angels... ;) suddenly recall few weeks back taizi called mi. and i had a nice chat with him... he bring mi back memories... i miss him.. miss his nonsenses in class... (how he trip in front of Dr fernando), i miss the way he used to tease mi, i miss the times we used to meet at the clementi ITE b4 heading to sch tog.. i miss my yr 1 classmates.. i miss missy wu xinni, i miss viron ( my dear wendy and yizhen), i miss the singing days during breaks and recording our beloved voices.. haha rem?? i miss dage, des banzhang and gang... i miss those innocent days.. those project days.. when i quarrel with my clumsy wu xinni over small little matters.. its so funny when i recall... so memorable... i miss the ist chalet we had.. going to explore "the red house" (i must thank him for taking care of mi)... and banzhang seeing "ghosts", i miss e 'bear and the hunter' game at barbecue... oh my tian.... i miss everything....
not forgetting my band times.. though it was not long... but i do miss my flute section very much. i miss lifen xiaob huiping eddie weifen anson ke xin etc.....
yr 2 and yr 3... my cardiac class... we had tons of memories... at National Heart Centre for attachment.. tons of presentation and such... we had great times tog... miss joker tan yizhen, blurie da bi, slow junel, ice mountain weiling, bull shit joachim and alvin, pretty meiria, 3 8 xinying, meihui weiping, sexy dimas, my drinking partner diana etc... all the barbecue, pizza and chalets we had.. arhz!!! i'm missing poly life...
i tendered my resignation!
hi pp.. wonder if it is good news or bad news.. finally i tendered my resignation letter together with siti's one last fri 22 july 2005. i've decided to leave... shortly 3 months... when i finally made my decision tat nite.. i was sooo relieve and happy.. on fri when i hand my letter to him.... the feeling...... erm....... i looked into his eyes.. he looked kinda upset... he looked sad i can say... but never judge a book by its cover.. this is wat i learnt. well.. i told myself not to be soft hearted... though i was..... anyway... life is contradicting.. when i made my decision the day earlier my lady boss actually came to talk to us.. bout our confirmation and increment... haaz.... i did pull back a little... but... still i told myself to look forward... be firm with my decision. because of this matter.. i actually kinda almost break down... i hate being in a dilemna... i hate making decisions.. i can't manage 2 things at one time... i can't! and on last thur i actually took MC.. i didn't sleep the whole nite... i was well prepared to go work but i juz didn't move an inch at the door. then i started crying... haaz.... stupid mi... my mum found mi in my room.. she was so worried... but i juz didn't wanna tell her anything... then i went down for a walk... in the morning at 8am!!! could u imagine?? i was so stressed out! and my irritable bowel syndrome is acting up again... due to the stress... haiz... but thank god.. everything is fine now... i made my decision and i told myself nv to look back again... be it better at my new working place or worse... i think i had to move on... i can't go back anyway... oh ya did i mention i got the job at TTSH.. :)
last sat 23 july, after work ended ard 1pm i went down to bugis to meet kate. ;) and we had a great shopping time... from 2pm all the way to 9pm i think. haa... sorry xinying didn't go down to meet u guys to celebrate ur bday... anyway yup happy birthday gal... i had a great time catching up with kate. hehez..
sun 24 july, of cos its dear's day... ;) hui lend mi her white shirt for my grad... so nice of her to drive down to my place and pass them to mi... thanks gal...
monday.. after work i went down to meet kate again at city hall.. gonna get my shoes for graduation.. then companied her for sakae sushi.. hehez.. reached hm ard 8 plus i think...
tuesday.. oh yea after work... i was so excited to prepare for my grad.. hahaz.. juz wanna doll up.... but b4 tat had mahjong session with my family... ;) i lost $7... anyway didn't really sleep well yday nite.. haha.....
wed 27 july, yuppee its my graduation ceremony.... woke up early in the morning at 6plus to doll up... but u noe wat... its juz less than a min on stage... hahaz...
*more pics on the way..*
and i have to say i miss them... i will miss my cardiac angels... ;) suddenly recall few weeks back taizi called mi. and i had a nice chat with him... he bring mi back memories... i miss him.. miss his nonsenses in class... (how he trip in front of Dr fernando), i miss the way he used to tease mi, i miss the times we used to meet at the clementi ITE b4 heading to sch tog.. i miss my yr 1 classmates.. i miss missy wu xinni, i miss viron ( my dear wendy and yizhen), i miss the singing days during breaks and recording our beloved voices.. haha rem?? i miss dage, des banzhang and gang... i miss those innocent days.. those project days.. when i quarrel with my clumsy wu xinni over small little matters.. its so funny when i recall... so memorable... i miss the ist chalet we had.. going to explore "the red house" (i must thank him for taking care of mi)... and banzhang seeing "ghosts", i miss e 'bear and the hunter' game at barbecue... oh my tian.... i miss everything....
not forgetting my band times.. though it was not long... but i do miss my flute section very much. i miss lifen xiaob huiping eddie weifen anson ke xin etc.....
yr 2 and yr 3... my cardiac class... we had tons of memories... at National Heart Centre for attachment.. tons of presentation and such... we had great times tog... miss joker tan yizhen, blurie da bi, slow junel, ice mountain weiling, bull shit joachim and alvin, pretty meiria, 3 8 xinying, meihui weiping, sexy dimas, my drinking partner diana etc... all the barbecue, pizza and chalets we had.. arhz!!! i'm missing poly life...
Love, Shandy.
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