+*"~..ShAnDy..~"*+

Sunday, August 14, 2005
i like my job, i like my life..

2nd week of work...

so far.. i still like my job. heez.. esp with my friends ard. i like xiaoman, i like buddy, i like foongli and carolyn, i like fiza, i like fauziah, i love wendy and all the staffs there.. so far so good...... ;)

i struggled so long to make the decision... that period of time was torturing.. i cry and cry cos i'm confused.. now i think back.. thank god i changed job... phew~ heez...

couldn't really rem wat i did... again.. my memory is failing... i think i really need tanakan ( a kind of medicine for poor memory pp like mi).

sat 6 aug: met my virons.. :) we went to villa bali for chilling out. it was a nice place... kinda unique ambience. it is a pub... with trees, plants.. basically its like a pub out somewhere in e nature. and my poor wendy.. sick still pull herself out to meet us.. ended up vomited and fell sick..

thur: after work went to enter to meet dear, hao, lun, qiang, boon. stayed at the billard centre a while, then headed to long john to buy dinner to hao's place to eat. quarrelled with my mother. i think she is going into menopause. she is paranoid, sensitive, emotional and a worrier. she worries over the slightest thing. oh my tian. she is making the whole family quite upset. coz no one can tolerate her nonsenses. we had decided to bring her to the doc. menopause is not a mental problem. it is juz part of a women's life. when going into menopause, your hormones changes tremendously. mood swings varies terribly as well. some went into depression, having strong feeling of betrayal. i read this from a book. haiz...... i am really lost at times... i dunno how i can handle her and the situation at home.
haiz.. anyway back to thur.. we went to hao's hse.. then started our mahjong session again. b4 tat we had dinner at his place plus watching superstar. mi and lun left ard 11 plus. cos both of us r working on fri.

fri: which is yday. after work, dear came to ttsh to pick mi up. :) then we headed to town for crystal jade. hehez.. tats our fav. but my appetite wasn't good. we walked ard for a short while only. then went to enter to meet hao and qiang. and as usual they played billard. then ard 8pm, hao, dear and mi went to lun's place for mahjong. the 4 of us. ;( mi and lun lost. i lost $13. i was freaking tired. plus giddy wor.. cos i didn't eat much at crystal jade. then lun cook for us.. maggie noodles.. i was lack of glucose man.. feeling weak tired and giddy. dear feed mi with a few spoons only.. didn't hav appetite. we went back ard 3am. dear stayed at my place..

sat: i woke up ard 2pm. then rot till 5plus. haaz.. i was sooo tired.. i went over to dear's place. and tog with his family we went to suntec city for crystal jade again.. hehez.. coz dear's mummy treat... :) after tat we shopped ard trying to find something for dear to use his levis voucher. but still...... he didn't see anything he likes. tat fussy old man. always nags at mi.. say i'm lazy, clumsy, blur, forgetful.... and etc...... haiz.. sometimes really angry and frustrated when he nags and nags.. ended up we both unhappy or sometimes even ended up quarrelling. haiz.. dunno quarrel for wat also. quarrel cos i'm clumsy??? i also dun want it to be this way de ma.. but i'm so accident prone tat i couldn't stand myself either.. and sometimes it really hurts ok?? suddenly recall an incident at work on fri. i was doing an assignment.. then walking in and out from my manager's rm to the front counter. then i was reading while walking and i tripped over the carpet and ya funny.. i kinda "flew" towards the patient. and ya i think she was kinda taken aback. then i quickly apologised and i tried to hide myself from her. embarrassing. :(
aiya.. i go out of point again... talking bout sat.. after suntec with his family, we headed towards enter again. went to billard again with hao and qiang. then i went off to jas's place to look for ting and aihui. had a good chat with them as usual. i had a bottle of alcohol too. thanks to gerald. :) then hui drove us back. i went back to enter to look for dear, hao and qiang at kbox.. joined them at kbox. hehez.. and yea.. drink again.. hehez... we drank beer.... had a great time. but think if we were at "ying huang" more fun... wahaha... i was dead beat.. again... we went back ard 3plus..

sun: later gonna meet chelle at bout 4pm.. then we gonna meet dear and his big family... (tog with his gan mummy's family.) we gotta celebrate dear's mummy's birthday. :)

Love, Shandy.
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