+*"~..ShAnDy..~"*+

Monday, December 26, 2005
Public apology

alright pp.. i'm in deep trouble.

first of all i need to apologise to my darling hui. i'm sincerly apologetic for the incident.

i need to confess. because of my anger, because of my short temper, because of being petty... i spoiled my very best friend's car door. yes all thanks to mi. haiz.. :(

this is what happened...
hui, hui's dar, mi and dear went for a midnight movie at marina square.. the movie ended ard 4am. and happily the 4 of us went for supper at the prata 24hrs shop. and also still happily we joked crapped and had a filling meal. it was then about 5am. then hui drove mi home. in the car.. i was angry with dear.. cos he raised his voice at mi. though we were only bickering initially.. but again this petty got angry.. and worst! my insensitive dear didn't realise i'm fumming mad in the heart! one thing i pretended well in front of the others.. cos i didn't wanna make things awful for everyone. so when hui drove mi to my block,

dear asked, "hey u need mi to send u up?"
i thought, "of cos i did.."
but what came out of my mouth was, "aiya no need la!" sarcastically actually. u know girls don't usually mean what they say..
stupid dear take my words for real.. one thing i hav to speak up for him.. it was drizzling already. but still i'm angry ma.. so he should send mi up!!!
and when i alighted he sat in the car smiling at mi still!!
i gave him a stare and this time he finally got it.. he opened the door.. but out of anger i pushed him back into the car.. and i slammed it hard. and i mean really hard. actually to be frank i got a shocked too. i didn't expect it to be so hard. but to continue acting "cool" i slammed the door, turned and walked. as if i'm very "xiah". but deep in my heart i was thinking "oh my tian did i spoil hui's door?"
dear did called to cheack if i'm home safely.. but then everythin was still not unknown. then when i'm back home i smsed hui... thinking that everything is still under control. once i msged her to apologise, i off my hp. cos i was still angry with dear.

........... the story began. the car's door was actually damaged by mi!! it was loose.. and the alarm went off as well.. oh my tian.. i didn't even know i created such a big thing. i off my hp and went to bed. while the others are trying hard to fix the car till ard 6plus.

can u imagine u have a friend like mi? slammed ur car door so hard. so hard that it is spoiled? and she went to bed happily leaving her good freinds to clear the mess? oh my tian... i'm really really guilty. haiz.. i really cannot make it. i only found out bout it this morning when i woke up ard 2pm!!! haiz.. i'm surrounded with guilt now!!! jus imagine...... a friend like mi??!! think i've to promote hui to my blood sister le.. hahha.. or mayb rite now... she prefer to be strangers with mi... hahha.. i noe she won't.. she is forgiving.. but the more they didn't put the blame to mi the worst i felt... haiz......

i'm really deeply sincerly apologetic!!!

Love, Shandy.
10:20 PM