Sunday, December 18, 2005
rebonding
Fri after work i went home first before i meet dear and we proceeded to hao's house for a mini celebration for his birthday. we ordred KFC to his place and then we had mahjong session. hao, lun, mi, dear and weishan. we played till ard 3am. i was really tired esp when e tot of working the following day appeared in my mind. well.. my gd friend drove again. so she send us back. dear insisted to see mi to my doorstep then walked home on his own.. silly boy..
sat i forced mysef to wake up for work. i merely slept for 3 hours. thank god i wasn't late if nt gotta spend money on cab again. i went to work to tidy some paper work only. but there were a few walk-in patients. oh ya recalling few days ago.. this uncle strongly refused to do chemotherapy. he was depressed i can see. but never did i expect... we tried to persuade and counsel him to do chemo the soft way, he jus keep rejecting abecause the side effects was not tolerable. but he is not alone.. his wife and son was worried sick i can see. thats why they brought him to us for counselling. then the doc goes the hard way, she reprimanded him and reminded him the choice is his. to live or to die.. then suddenly the uncle made an excuse to the washroom. when he came back i can see tears whelming in his eyes. he cried?!! nobody dared to asked. but the doc did. she said "what happened? u cried? did u? why did u cry? u r the one who refused treatment." and then the uncle burst into tears. omg.. i was appalled. i really felt sad for him. i can understand the lost and depressed feelings he had. haiz.. we gave him some time to consider and hopefully he will give us a positive reply this coming tue.
after work i rushed down to boon lay met dear for lunch then went for my rebonding. sat there from 2pm to 6 plus lo. tired... kept dozing off when i was doing my hair. it wasn't fantastically done.. i wasn't satisfied.. in fact i was fuming mad after i've done it.. but actually it wasn't terrible la.. jus tat virgo is a perfectionist. heez.. excuses for myself.
after rebonding i went down to bukit panjang plaza to meet dear, hao, wenxiang weishan and the others band members. hui came down to look for us. we had dinner there. then we went back to entertainment. more band members are there. we sat there for a while. did some catching up. it was ard 10pm. then mi and dear came back to my place. had a little misunderstanding that day and dear was angry with mi. it was all my fault. haiz.. but dear was forgiving. :) we patched things up back at home. love him. by the time we talk things out it was already 1am. dear left ard 1plus..
Sun 18/12: i woke up ard 1pm. then i met dear at our area. and we went to buy lunch back to his place to eat. lazed at his place till ard 5pm. then we went down to help leefong jie buy 4D. then i came back home le. cos i'm going dinner with my family. we went to jurong west for dinner. then ard 9pm, suddenly i remembered i need to buy shampoo. so i got dear to drive mi to sheng siong. and thank goodness it was still opened. i got my shampoo and then we drove to jurong west to buy search for my lip balm. but guardian closed le.. so ended up buying some drinks at seven eleven. then back in the car, i suggested going for a spin. hahaz.. but we have no idea where to go. then we ended up going to imm giant. and finally i found my lip balm. my lips are cracking bad!!! :( thus now home sweet home le.. tml still gotta get up early for work.
rebonding
Fri after work i went home first before i meet dear and we proceeded to hao's house for a mini celebration for his birthday. we ordred KFC to his place and then we had mahjong session. hao, lun, mi, dear and weishan. we played till ard 3am. i was really tired esp when e tot of working the following day appeared in my mind. well.. my gd friend drove again. so she send us back. dear insisted to see mi to my doorstep then walked home on his own.. silly boy..
sat i forced mysef to wake up for work. i merely slept for 3 hours. thank god i wasn't late if nt gotta spend money on cab again. i went to work to tidy some paper work only. but there were a few walk-in patients. oh ya recalling few days ago.. this uncle strongly refused to do chemotherapy. he was depressed i can see. but never did i expect... we tried to persuade and counsel him to do chemo the soft way, he jus keep rejecting abecause the side effects was not tolerable. but he is not alone.. his wife and son was worried sick i can see. thats why they brought him to us for counselling. then the doc goes the hard way, she reprimanded him and reminded him the choice is his. to live or to die.. then suddenly the uncle made an excuse to the washroom. when he came back i can see tears whelming in his eyes. he cried?!! nobody dared to asked. but the doc did. she said "what happened? u cried? did u? why did u cry? u r the one who refused treatment." and then the uncle burst into tears. omg.. i was appalled. i really felt sad for him. i can understand the lost and depressed feelings he had. haiz.. we gave him some time to consider and hopefully he will give us a positive reply this coming tue.
after work i rushed down to boon lay met dear for lunch then went for my rebonding. sat there from 2pm to 6 plus lo. tired... kept dozing off when i was doing my hair. it wasn't fantastically done.. i wasn't satisfied.. in fact i was fuming mad after i've done it.. but actually it wasn't terrible la.. jus tat virgo is a perfectionist. heez.. excuses for myself.
after rebonding i went down to bukit panjang plaza to meet dear, hao, wenxiang weishan and the others band members. hui came down to look for us. we had dinner there. then we went back to entertainment. more band members are there. we sat there for a while. did some catching up. it was ard 10pm. then mi and dear came back to my place. had a little misunderstanding that day and dear was angry with mi. it was all my fault. haiz.. but dear was forgiving. :) we patched things up back at home. love him. by the time we talk things out it was already 1am. dear left ard 1plus..
Sun 18/12: i woke up ard 1pm. then i met dear at our area. and we went to buy lunch back to his place to eat. lazed at his place till ard 5pm. then we went down to help leefong jie buy 4D. then i came back home le. cos i'm going dinner with my family. we went to jurong west for dinner. then ard 9pm, suddenly i remembered i need to buy shampoo. so i got dear to drive mi to sheng siong. and thank goodness it was still opened. i got my shampoo and then we drove to jurong west to buy search for my lip balm. but guardian closed le.. so ended up buying some drinks at seven eleven. then back in the car, i suggested going for a spin. hahaz.. but we have no idea where to go. then we ended up going to imm giant. and finally i found my lip balm. my lips are cracking bad!!! :( thus now home sweet home le.. tml still gotta get up early for work.
Love, Shandy.
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