+*"~..ShAnDy..~"*+

Sunday, March 05, 2006
Friends

it was a disastrous week. when my good friends feel down, i feel upset too. however for once i'm there to take care of them. cos usually it was them who had to look after me. heh. finally i proved my exsitence and importance. hehz. ;p

monday 27 feb: after work.. suddenly a call from darling yanting. when i heard her voice.. my heart sank. i knew something was not right. and yup indeed. she was dead upset. relationship problems. if u think its jus another couples' quarrel or bicker, u r totally wrong! for the past 2 years this was the first time she broke down into tears so badly. hai. we dunno what we can do for her other than being by her side.. listenin to her. one call from her.. within mintues, the other 4 of us rushed down to westmall and meet her. we sat down at a cafe and had a good talk.. hopefully we managed to cheer her up a little. we talked for hours.. till ard 11pm. then ting and hui send us home respectively.

tuesday 28 feb: i suggested shopping at bugis after work with my girls. but this time round ting did not join us. hui was late. so we waited for her. then suddenly a call from jeff. he told us hui got into some trouble. he was terrified, so were us. ahe got into an accident. it was quite terible cos she knocked into a public structure. hence it will cost her a bomb if it is damaged. panicked, she burst into tears. it did frighten us too. thank god. the pp were kind. and she was fortunate. well.. blessing in disguise hopefully. we proceeded with our shopping, giggling, chatting.. then we went home ard 10pm.

wed 1 mar: buddy is upset always. she is troubled. haiz. but i dunno how to console her. cos she can't do anything also. all she can do is to suffer in silence. this is her. always sacrifice for the sake of others. but sometimes i can't stand the sight of her being bullied and taken advantage by pp. haiz.. i jus hope she can be a little happier.
at work. i had an important meeting with the ttsh managers again. sigh.. stressed up. i dunno why i was dragged into the matter.. but... erm.. i tried to stay calm while expressing my views. ok i would say i'm glad the meeting was held.. at least.. i had a load off my chest.. though the matter was still not resolved. cos.. hai.. it was a serious matter.. i was really exhausted. physically and mentally. i dozed many times at work. i dozed on my way to work. and i dozed off on my way home. i even dozed off when i'm using the com at home. thats bad. i became retarded. though i'm already slow but it worsened. these were symptoms.. i guess i really need a gd rest. i struggled to keep myself awake so that i could meet dear later. who knows. i still fell asleep.. haha..

thur 2 mar: we had a small meetin with my manager. and i voiced out all opinions. as usual i spoke what was on my mind. phew... she understood what we wanna get across to her.
after work.. i went to meet kate for a movie at westmall. this girl.. always so bubbly and jovial.. always make mi laugh. we watched big mama's house. erm.. it wasn't as hilarous as we imagined. but we still laughed out loud at times. the movie ended ard 9.30pm. then we had some quick shopping. i bought something again. hehz.. i reached home ard 10.30pm.

Fri 3 mar: then.. this disastrous week ended with my dear friend being dreadfully hurt. yes indeed i admired her courage her faith in this relationship. nobody was at fault. the matter jus deteroriated as everybody insisted on their ways. nobody wants to give in. none was willing to step out. and worst he jus dun wanna make a clean decision. in the end.. everybody was hurt. not jus the 3 of them but it involved their family members as well. haiz.. i really hope.. this man... can make a decision asap.
i came over to dear's place after work. bought dinner for us then rot a while and i headed to enter to meet hui, yanting, and ting for kbox session. we started off emotionally. with the soothing meaningful love songs.. then we drank. 4 jugs for 4 of us. we got a bit high.. and we danced crazily for the last 2 hours. haha..
we reached home ard 2am. and we slept ard 3am. cos... we were on the phone. the 4 of us.. haiz.. why are my girls so down on luck these few days. why is god so unfair to them. when they decided to give in all into it, they get hurt instead. haiz..
i promised i'll always be there for them when they need me. cos i noe.. when i need them they would also be by my side... take care my darlings.. lets hope we can all get over this stormy period soon... muacks.. :)

sat 4 mar: i struggled out of bed. in the end i was late and thus it resulted taking a cab to work. sighz.. me and buddy had a training class. this training is held for consecutive 3 sats. tat means i've gotta go work for 3 sat. but buddy is worst. she have been coming i think tog with e training, 6 sats in a go. my apologies.. cos i changed sat duty with her. but i dunno how it ended with 6 sats for her. haiz..
after training, i went to meet dear at e market near our place. we had lunch then back to his place. i took a quick nap cos i was really tired. then tog with his family we went for dinner at queensway market. yummy the chicken rice is really fantastic. after dinner, we went to queensway and walk ard. and finally our last destination on sat. our fav place.. giant. heez. by the time we are done with the shopping it was already 11pm. so james send mi n dear back to my place. hui n jeff came over for mahjong session. as usual heez.. i really wish they can solve their problems fast. if the prob doesn't exist.... i can say they would be the best couples pp envy. they are comical, lotsa bickering yet loving. haiz... i jus want my friends to be happy.. it does pain my heart when i see my girls so upset. anyway the mahjong session ended 3am. then dear stayed over at my place.

Love, Shandy.
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