+*"~..ShAnDy..~"*+

Saturday, April 29, 2006
labour day.. long weekend

life is getting demanding. i am strained and stressed out.

what do i exactly want in life. help me..

i am protected under my love nest. i am very occupied at work. i have my darlings with me. time is not sufficient. yet my life seemed incomplete. i sill feel confused. sometimes. somehow. somewhere. i think i am insane. i feel head over heels happy now, and the next moment i fell into grief. ignore me. i'm just emotional and tempremental i guessed.

summary:
attended uncle tee and jackson 21st birthday @ sextant dining bar last sat 22 apr.
finally did a little catch with rowena.

sun 23 apr: buddy and me went to paya lebar for the vesak day performance rehearsal. dressed in kimono. hehz. not too bad. pp were amiable. friends were fun loving. the rehearsal ended ard 8plus. a kind soul then sent me home.

the following week.. eh.. erm... ah... memory kinda deteriorating. oh my tian. i'm only 20. i can't exactly rem the activities that took place each day. but i remembered. it was a busy week.

can i just bypass the days and come to this long weekend with labour day on the monday? hehz..

friday after work, dear waited for me and we headed to chinatown. he brought me to eat a "branded" XO fish head noodles. nice. yummylicious. then we had a short walk. we witnessed a terrifying quarrel. 2 men almost resulted in a fight. thank god.. the security personel at the train station managed to stop it. then i suggested we go to marina square. nice shopping mall. we headed home around 10 plus. had the usual activity at night with the same grp of pp. hehz.

sat: dear came over ard 5 plus took daddy's car then we went to westmall for dinner and to pick min min up. together we headed to compassvale for band practice. oh my tian. we lost our way. touring around the whole sengkang area. :( finally we arrived ard 8pm. band started at 6pm actually. haiz..
eh... i played my flute terribly. demoralised. my fingers no longer coordinates well ever since i abandoned it 3 years back. regrets.

after band, we drove min min and ting home. then we headed to batok for supper. met shifu, tanny and gang there again. after the fattening supper, dear and me headed to hao's place for mahjong. dear seemed to be in luck these few days. :)

sun: i woke up late. did a little household chores. had some family issues for me to settle. haiz.. thanks to god ma and god bro's help. dear came over and picked me up. we drove to westmall for dinner. min and nanwei came to join us. it was a late dinner for the 4 of us. then we sent them back and came back to my place for mahjong again. but this time round only the 4 of us. hui, jeff choo, dear and me. we played 2 rounds within 4 hours. hey we were fast. then the 4 of us sat down and talked. we chit chat for another 2 hours. we had a good laugh when we racked up the past. hahaha.. nobody can imagine how childish we were back in sec sch times. hahha.. they left my place ard 6am. yawnz.. my dark eye circles are getting bad. oh my tian!

mon.. may day: i woke up ard noon. then headed to meet dear and we went to jurong west to purchase some essential items for myself. dear had a upset stomach for days. :( i want him to recover soon. i hate to see him a sicky man.. dunno why. it makes me feel bored. i think. haha. i went for dinner with my family. had lotsa craps with my sister. she is jus so funny. haha. she is fierce in appearance but timid in nature. her jokes her actions were hilarious. haaz.

alright after the long weekend.. finally work is resuming tml. sigh..

Love, Shandy.
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