+*"~..ShAnDy..~"*+

Thursday, July 06, 2006
Revived

finally i see the rainbow after the storm.

i've recovered from the melancholy mood.

yuppee! though at times life can be disheartening with no particular reason but when one straightened out the thoughts, life can be beautiful again.

simultaneously, i realised i've been dwelling over nothing.

my dear boy. i gave him a cold shoulder the past few days. not that i wanted to be nasty or to provoke him. i'm just mentally exhausted with him for no good reason. its me. again. however when his msg came abruptly, "is someone wooing u?"
it was enough. enough to make me elated. enough to show his concern. yup i'm easily contented. ;)

my darlings. the 5 of us did meet up last week. we had some confession. confessed for neglecting her. we apologised and of cos she didn't hold it to heart. forgiving is the greatest beauty and also the major factor that held our friendship. so i hope yanting can see her rainbow soon. jia you oh..

followed by my dearest friend. liting. suddenly, i realised our friendship improved tremendously these few days. though we were already close but even nearer this time. we shared some heartfelt conversations a couple of days back. it was warm and relieving. we mused over the inconceivable friendship we shared. the quantity of fights, quarrels and misunderstandings were sufficient to turn us into sore enemies. this is how amazing our friendship can be. no matter what happened, we forgave and we compromised. sometimes when we brought the same old story up, we laughed at our immaturity. she was my ist friend in shuqun sec. and she is my lifetime bestie now. one i can totally be myself with. i can fume her, ignore her or scream at her. cos i knew she will understand. ops. i'm taking her for granted too. ;p but i can assure friendship will still be strong. she is my pillar of support. i depended so much on her, that even little things like crossing the road, i jus expect she will keep a look out for me. oh gosh. thats terrible!.. hah.

on tue after the orchard shopping trip with ting n min, on the the way back, min n i started the topic on "the good old memories". it was kinda sweet and definitely a good way to end a day. but the contents.. erm.. we're supposed to keep it confidential. hehz. :)

ok so where's my darling hui? i miss her. hurmp.

well, work was fine. at least no longer as hectic as before. it was a good sign. meaning many won the battle. however, there are still few who were not as blessed. he was only 26. with hepatitis then deterioriated to liver cancer. he was having treatment with us. and everytime he comes, he'll bring food for me. how nice. today, he came in, looking fragile. nevertheless he still brings food for me. i felt his hands on chances. they were chilled. and he gave me a weak smile. i'll be praying hard for him from now. i really hope.............. lets pray with me, alright?

Love, Shandy.
9:55 PM