Saturday, June 16, 2007
random thoughts
angel and devil. who is which?

i am confused. i dunno who to believe and how to judge.

i have decided to forgive everybody. The liar, the actor and the not genuine. whatever it is, i take it as they have their own reasons. i am giving you that vulnerable trust of mine. if you have to break it again, don't blame me for walking away. mistakes are forgivable. but if your intentions are evil, stay away from me.

that nite, i met up with them, planning to resolve the issue. i realized i was so wrong. i shouldn't have raked the already buried matter up. but they say i am not the culprit. somebody's intention was never to let the matter rest. gosh.. sounded terrifying. i see both the angel and devil in all. so tell me, who should i believe?

many asked me to stay out of the matter. i cant. especially not when one of them is preying on me. it became more intimidating when you have no idea who is the predator.

on the other hand, i may be just overloaded with my imaginary thoughts. i hope it turned out this way too..

anyway back to some little updates, i went to watch fantastic 4 with anne, serene, beng, kishan, li hsing and alan. the girls find the show good, but the guys think otherwise..... fine. its the girls and guys thing. haha..

work was pretty busy. but i was kinda glad i was occupied to keep me away from my silly thoughts. i shared with dear the other day regarding all that was in my mind. he gave me his advice and that consoled me a little. i took the whole night trying to get my unjust feelings right.

mahjong sessions on weekends are as usual. band concert is just around the corner. and i still dunno the pieces well. gosh. i feel lousy when i cant play. sighz..


Love, Shandy.
3:17 PM


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Name: Shandy Yap Shiwei
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Location: Singapore
First Cry: 12 September 1985
Horoscope: Virgo
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