Monday, August 11, 2008
Shopping day with bestie
i had a fulfilling shopping day with bestie ting in town on sunday. it feels a little awkward in the beginning because both of us held something back. something that i've promised never to bring up in front of her again. but yea.. how could it be possible when we share all our common friends for the past 10 years . alot of times, as much as i want it my way, it is not. i remembered saying i want the relationship for a lifetime. but.... well things happen for a reason. and i always believe rainbow awaits the storm.
Bf stayed over at my place though he was dead beat and he has work the following morning. i really appreciate his selfless time for me. ~hugs~
I'm heading to dubai - moscow tonight. i hope it is a good flight. recently i'm starting to feel the dread for work. not that flights were bad... i am just getting bored in outstations, and i miss bf and home sometimes. i'm getting sick of flying every alternate day, oh man.. it is only 3 months flying. i'm losing my interest and passion... i think and i hope its only a tentative feeling. =)
Shopping day with bestie
i had a fulfilling shopping day with bestie ting in town on sunday. it feels a little awkward in the beginning because both of us held something back. something that i've promised never to bring up in front of her again. but yea.. how could it be possible when we share all our common friends for the past 10 years . alot of times, as much as i want it my way, it is not. i remembered saying i want the relationship for a lifetime. but.... well things happen for a reason. and i always believe rainbow awaits the storm.
Bf stayed over at my place though he was dead beat and he has work the following morning. i really appreciate his selfless time for me. ~hugs~
I'm heading to dubai - moscow tonight. i hope it is a good flight. recently i'm starting to feel the dread for work. not that flights were bad... i am just getting bored in outstations, and i miss bf and home sometimes. i'm getting sick of flying every alternate day, oh man.. it is only 3 months flying. i'm losing my interest and passion... i think and i hope its only a tentative feeling. =)
Love, Shandy.
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