+*"~..ShAnDy..~"*+

Thursday, October 28, 2010

I just found a girl who replied to my emails. I was desperately looking for annual leave from 24-26june 2011. finally i found this girl who is willing to swap with me! she is such a kind soul. and it means alot to me because its the hatch day of the man i love. =) now all i can hope is for it to be approved by planning.

erm.... things have been easy on me. i did amsterdam with good friend tanny, and paris with batchgirl venecia. we visited the nicest places in holland with tanny. he became most of my memories whilst i fly. bf feels safe with him on the same flight as me too, perhaps its because having tanny on flight shields tryers for me. ~not that i've plenty lahz~ anyway i always cherish spending time with people i love. i've havent seen sweetheart venie for about 2 months, and i actually missed her. i missed talking, laughing and bunking in with her. just one day after we returned to singapore from paris, we already missed each other. lol. as we had our heart to heart conversations during the paris trip, we again pondered about our jobs. its contradicting for sure. we know the good of flying, but the cons were also weighing quite a bit. afterall we cant fly forever, not when i am married with children and still flying. i dont think i'll bear to leave home each time. i give myself 5 years with this job, and yesh i am pretty certain by 2013, i will move on to another career, which i am not certain at the moment. this is bothering! when all my peers already made a mark in their career path, i will be struggling to start. well, but i had fair share of fun and $$. i shall not complain too much. afterall being paid to see the world is something i can only do when i am young. i shopped without worrying about $$, i travelled to most countries, fulfilled my dreams of travelling. i do not have another chance if i did not take up the job when it came to me 3years ago. by 2013, i am certain i will leave with no regrets, yea?

lately, i am closer to my besties, being by each other physically and emotionally. sometimes i wonder, why must it be bad times then only to realise the importance of friendship. we have fun together since we were 12, but we take each other for granted when we are happy. so only when things happened, when we fell, we looked around and realised only the besties are there to catch us. =) keep fighting bestie. just bear in mind, god has his plans for you.

Love, Shandy.
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